I love my friends, I don't see them as much as I would like to but still they are a very important part of my life.
I know I'm not an easy person to be with and I also know I give them a hard time sometimes.
I'm weird, picky and most of the time in a bad mood. IM SORRY, this is who I'm.
This weekend I had a conversation with a certain friend of mine about something he does and who I don't like being with him when he does it. Of course the answer that I got was that I also do things he doesn't like.
It's true, but what also is true is that I barely see him or spend time with him so he can tell me that I do thinks that bother him. I know in the past he told me who much it bothered him some things I used to do, but I don't do them anymore and he doesn't even know.
I was not telling him that it bothered me in general, I just told him it bothers me when he is with me.
You are not the same.
I was not telling him that it bothered me in general, I just told him it bothers me when he is with me.
You are not the same.
I miss him, I miss us together, I miss everything we used to do together... unfortunately we've change...
I have new priorities and he has his.
I don't care if Beyonce has a new video or if Mac has a new product or if there is a party tonight... so I don't know about this stuff anymore... I have my mind on my job n what I want for me and my future.
I don't go out anymore, I rather sleep and go to the movies that go out to a party... Maybe I'm getting old or dunno... I want other things now and I need to work hard to get there.
I'M SORRY...I MISS YOU and everybody else!
xo,
1 comment:
Hey! I wanted to say thank you for reading Lune, but also in reading this post - I wanted to let you know that this happened to me too years ago. I lost a lot of friends when I decided I needed focus in my life. It was a hard time because, you can't take people with you down a road you've decided for yourself. I lost my best friend through drifting apart slowly. Less time spent together out at the bar and all that. Is it getting older - yes, in some ways, but isn't that a good thing? I think so. XO!
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